Anything, but Ordinary

Over the last couple of weeks, I’ve been irritable, on edge, overwhelmed, anxious, stressed, nervous, on the verge of tears and just ready to have a mental breakdown. I’m done dealing with people, I’m done dealing with this year. I don’t know what’s going on. I’ve never felt like I’m about to cry over the smallest thing, but I've started to lose patience with not only people, but with everything else. I’m surprised that I haven’t lashed out on someone. When I look back over

If I’m being honest, there are things that I would love to do, but I’m afraid to do. I don’t know if it's an aspergers thing or if I’m just scared of the outcome. When I think about things I’ve done like youtube, I think about how that was a failure. I was excited about finally finding a platform where I could be myself and be able to show my interests and make friends etc, but overtime it went nowhere. I developed nothing from it and I was disappointed because I knew that wh

I’ve always wanted kids. It’s the one thing in the world that I’ve always wanted, but I’ve found myself especially over the last couple of years that I’m never going to have them. I’ve imagined that at this point in my life, I would at least have one child, but as time goes on, I feel like that dream isn’t going to happen. I watch everyone around me getting married and starting families. I want to be part of that. I can’t be around people who have kids because it reminds me

I’ve been a fan of Ray Liotta for many years. I grew up watching Field of Dreams, Corrina Corrina and many other films. He was an intimating guy on screen, but a sweetheart in person. I never got the chance to meet him, but from what I hear from people that have said that he was one of the nicest people. He took the time to talk to you and take pictures. It was a shock to hear that he had passed away, especially since he didn’t have any health issues. He went in the most pe

I’ve always wanted to write a book. I have so many ideas, but it’s hard to put those stories into words. I’ve told people that I was going to start writing a book, but it never really turned into anything. I would be really into it for a couple weeks then I’ll stop and never go back to it. I know it’s something I want to do; it’s just getting started and sticking with it. I have to find a way to make it happen and I can’t talk myself out of it. I keep telling myself that it’

I haven’t been on a plane since June 2019. I was thinking of doing a solo trip to Disneyland in 2020, but we all know how that turned out. Since then I’ve been off travelling on a plane. With all the restrictions that constantly change to borders and customs, I don’t want to be caught going somewhere then having everything change again when I’m away and having to find a way to get home safely. I thought about going to Disneyland as my first trip back, but I’m having second t

On April 6, 2018, a tragic accident happened in Armley, Saskatchewan. Sixteen people lost their lives, and many were injured. Everyone involved were part of the Humboldt Broncos, a junior ice hockey team, either as players or worked as staff. The crash made its way around the world and many famous figures paid their respects. There were vigils and tributes. People left a hockey stick outside of their front doors. Within days, $15 million was raised on a GoFundMe page. The me

I have a hard time connecting with people. I thought that online dating would be a good way for me to get out of my comfort zone and meet people who I thought I would never meet in person. I’ve been on and off dating apps since July of last year. At one point, I was on three apps at the same time. Out of all three of them, I got nothing. I’m starting to think it’s me and not the apps themselves. I don’t understand how someone can meet someone within hours of signing up when

Social media is used for various reasons. It can be used for business, pleasure, or a way to pass the time. Everyone has a reason why they’re online. Depending on how you look at it, some people are against it. What you put online stays online, but there are other people who make a living by being online. When I started to use social media, I thought it was going to be a way for me to make friends. I would be able to share my interests with other people. I had started a YouT

YouTube has been going through a lot of changes over the years and it seems like it’s starting to take a toll on a lot of channels and videos. A lot of people who make a living on YouTube have had their share of thoughts and opinions about what youtube’s been doing to not only the website, but to the creators who make videos. To make a long story short, it’s not as fun as it used to be. I started posting videos in 2006 and I know that it doesn’t seem that long due to my oldes